2016~~結束

趁著現在心情沒那麼好, 凌晨四點,

來PO 一篇,

結束2016,

2016,

最有成就的就是,

MASTER 證書拿到了,

卻從一個山坑爬進另一個地獄,

又跑去拿另一個.

來到日本,

永遠沒有足夠的睡眠,

每天時間過得好快,

實驗~~不太懂, 而且感覺好難! (我是不是又入錯行; 討厭那種什麼都不懂, 看起來超笨的時候) 

生活~~好忙, 除了忙, 還是忙......

一個人吃飯時,

特別孤單,

一個人走著走著,

覺得特別冷清,

朋友都在哪呀?

來了三個月,

還在想,

自己的決定是對的嗎?

乾嘛放棄有車, 舒服又到處都是朋友的生活啊?

自找麻煩的笨蛋!!!

再給自己幾個月的時間, 

除了努力還是努力! 一切都會熬過去的! 

Merry Christmas and Happy new year! 

Till we see each other again~~2017!

吸取教訓的一天

Yesterday was a nightmare,

long time never get scolded by someone,

Should I say 'scolded' or ...........it's more like a wake up call

this time,

it hit me hard...........

I just realised that I shouldn't be so lazy and take things for granted,

it's time to wake up now,

study hard,

be confident,

The better future is waiting for me.........

From now on, I would never say I'm not good in anything,

I will try my best to turn everything possible !!!

Thank you Dr.XX for waking me up before everythings turned to become a disaster.

感觸...

最後一次寫BLOG 應該是很久以前,
今天領悟了很多,
發覺我實在不可以和人靠得太近,
久而久之,
靠近變成依賴,
當人家忘了你時,
你可能會不能接受,

淚崩的一天,
原來被遺忘是那麼傷心地,
錯在哪裡,
錯在把朋友放在第一........

永遠要記得流過的眼淚,
它們都是有原因的.......

等待不分離的日子......

距離≠分離，

沒聯繫≠忘記，

沒通電話≠冷落，

沒見面≠不關心......

真沒想到,

2015 的第一個 POST就EMO成這樣......

有那麼一個人,

我們的距離很遠很遠,

但我們不是分離,

我們可以很久沒有聯繫,

甚至以為忘記了對方,

但,

我們其實沒有忘記對方,

我們可以沒有通電話,

但,

我們不是冷落對方,

我們沒有見面,

不等於不關心,

你永遠會被我收在那個角落,

等哪天,

我們沒有距離了,

我們通電話了,

我們見面了,

那我們就永遠不需要分離了......

等待不分離的日子......

Time flies............

Time flies,
It's June now,
Time flies,
Mood also flies downward................

So many things happened at once,
No idea on how to continue my writing,
Someone fall sick,
House being aimed by thief,
Friendship met an obstacle,

I am fighting with time,
I need to win this battle,

Sometimes, 
The reason of being patience is because you believe  in what you believe,
People comments on you,
People arguing about your decision with you,
People condemn you with harsh words,
Sometimes the truth is the most harsh words which you do not want to believe,

Old friends might put you aside,
New friends might come and goes,
Some friends just stays with you no matter what,
They cheer me up with food, movies, chit-chatting,
I am a very simple person,
As a friend,
You just need to stay by my site for a short moment when I really need you,
When I am suffocating, 
You gave me strength,
When I need some adrenaline rush,
You can get crazy with me....
That's all I need from a friend.

I am grateful that I have friends like this,
I will always be there for you guys when you guys need me,

Just give me a call, I will be there for you. 
That's what friends are meant to be.........

Emo~ing

心情好複雜,

今天就要回去了,

是因為回來太久了嗎?

還是,

害怕回去要面對的事實,

現實生活,

忙碌的生活,

不知道將來會怎樣………

接下來的三個月,

一定要拚了小命,

不可以再慢吞吞的了………………..

很遺憾的是,

看見朋友之間有了隔閡,

我們說過,

不管有什麼,

都要說,

可是現實往往就和承諾不一樣…………….

希望我們永遠都是好朋友…………….

是不是人老了,

看開了,

需要朋友是,

得到的卻是很多的理由,

不管那些理由有多荒唐,

你都還是我的朋友.

朋友們,

再見了………..

不管將來會怎樣,

珍惜所擁有的,

加油!!!

Chinese New Year 2014~~The year of Horse~~

~~The year of Horse~~
What is so special about this year? 
Nothing more than my mum was born in year of Horse which makes her 60 years old this year,
Now only I realised that Mum is getting old now............

Well, dad always looked the oldest among old, thanks to grandma's gene @@"

A simple family photo during my only brother's wedding day

The first meeting with '"Grandpa and uncle Hong kong"", well, nothing more than they're from Hong Kong.

As usual, gather with both my besties, 2 years ago and this year, same place, simmilar pose ^^

Just doing some 'xiao beh' post ^^

It's the only crazy time once a year

Trying to 'stand'the egg.......it's fun when you doing it with your love one.........^^

A year without sematan beach but with another beach...........

I hope our friendship can last forever and won't affect by anything or anyone even until we have boyfriend, husband or even kids......Love you girls

A photo with mother side uncle and aunt..........Hope you all stay healthy always ^^

This year is really a busy year,

Meeting with a lot of people,

I just hope you all can stay healthy always,

Stay happy always......

Happy New Year to everybody,

And,

Happy Birthday to everyone as today is 'ren ri',

Everybody's birthday......:)

很多話想講.......

很多話想講.......
最近有好多話想講,
沒有人可以述說,
只好一天到晚跑來寫BLOG,

最近,
有想逃亡的衝動,
好想逃到一個沒有人認識我的地方,

可能,
我很享受一個人獨自走在街上,
想去哪裡就去哪裡,
累了,
就坐下來,
一杯咖啡,
一個可頌麵包,
一個沙拉,
看著人來人往...........

紐西蘭,
澳洲,
英國,
雖然可怕,
但我想試一試,
要是半年或是一年,
沒有人可以幫我,
離家遠遠的,
會有什麼遭遇呢?

值得冒險嗎?
安分的生活, 讓我覺得無聊,
我不知道我要什麼,
也看不到前方有什麼在等著我,
前途, 很茫然........
我需要時間,
慢慢想清楚..................

胖與廋

胖與廋,
誰不喜歡被人稱讚說: 你瘦了, 変好看了..........
誰又喜歡被人家說: 你胖了!!!

說句好聽的,
我好吃好住,
長胖了是因該地!!
其實, 都是在安慰自己罷了......

錢,
可以幫你買個'瘦' 回來,

錢,
可以讓你去GYM,

錢,
可以讓你去瘦身中心,

錢,
可以讓你去買瘦身產品,

到底,
哪樣才是最值得的?

應該花錢嗎? 

Life

Life is difficult now,
Because of myself,
I can't really concentrate on my studies,
I can't really focus on my experiment (last experiment hopefully),

What I'm doing now,
Watching movie,
Distracting myself even further,
Hell is waiting if I didn't chase away this demon!!!

Perhaps I am not suitable to study,
Perhaps I shouldn't go for science just because of what I think my destiny are,
Perhaps I shouldn't come even further after my bachelor degrees just because I'm so lost,

There's no perhaps,
All I can do now is focus focus focus, 
Please let me focus just to complete another small step of my life,

Looking at my friends,
Some just got their first job, 
Some just ended their probation period,
Some just became a mother,
Some just newly wed,
Some just started their new life,
Some just live a good life since they're born,
I'm just happy for them...............

My life sucks,
I just hope that it can be better,
Just a bit better............ 
Having some plan for myself in this 2014,
I wish I can complete my Master's degree,
Then I'll go for a short working holiday trip (6-9 months)
Then I'll work / further phD ..............
I just felt that life is short, 
I am 27 this years,
Life is too short to regret,
I need more time,
Or I just need to move faster.........
There's still lots of things I haven't try,
I had just explore 3% of the world (according to trip advisor) @@"

So, wake up and move on!!!

New beginning

it's 2014  now,
how many years more to come until no more lonely new year celebration??

eventhough I dont have you,
I have my friends..........

They're 'pembuli' but they're also my besties.......

Spend some quality time with you guys just made up my day

Some sweet chocolates for you guys ^^

I never seen myself from side view, thanks to deeb for taking this picture, for no reason, I just like it so much ^^

Satay, our all time favourite

Baby hanif, the cutie pie of  our group a.k.a new members ^^

Same face? I would say same smile ^^

Spending some time with you guys just made up my day.
Hope we stay friends forever,
Love you guys and Happy new year.........^^

My another journey on world map

This year, 
I had travelled to several country,

This time,
it was UK,
is united kingdom and not ulu kapit......

I travelled to London, Didcot, Edinburgh..........
Which makes the 3% of the places I had travelled in the world........

This is my favourite photo from this trip, christmas festival of Edinburgh

1 degree temperature , super duper cold......

A photo from the town of Didcot

A very rare, but not the oldest creature in the world, Hairy coo = hairy cow

I like the scenery from old town, overlooking princes street and christmas festival

National monument of Wallace, A building that I like very much.......

From here, 
I end all my post in 2013,
Let's have a great year ahead and travel to more country............

Perhaps from 3% to 5% on next year..........^^
BYE!!!

it's time to say bye bye.............

it's time to say bye bye to 2013,
eventhough you are not ready yet,
time flies,
there's no waiting,
there's no on hold,

there's a lot to be completed in the coming 2014,
whatever happened in 2013 stayed in 2013,

If you asked me,
what have I completed in 2013,
I travelled to Japan,
I travelled to London,
I travelled to Edinburgh, Scotland

What I didnt't completed in 2013,
First of all of course is I haven't graduate,
No boyfriend yet,
what else.........?? 
There's always up and downs in a year,
So, let the old memories stayed in 2013 and become history,
Hopefully today in next year will be better and different from this year.

In 2014,
I just pray that 2014 will be a blessed year for everyone,
Happy new year and have a blessed year ahead.

Kick 'im''s ass!! I only love POSSIBLE.........

Kick 'im''s ass!! I only love POSSIBLE.........
Boss gave a mission impossible..........

6 months to complete 4 experiments, 2 data processing, 1 paper, 1 thesis................
that's totally impossible..................

4 experiments, 2 data processing, 1 paper, 1 thesis = No Karaoke, No shopping, No free time!!!

Is this totally impossible or I am too naive to think it might be possible..........
Time and Money plays the main character here..........

Determination is highly needed........
Concentrate!!!

Concentrate!!!
Concentrate!!!
Concentrate!!!

Focus!!!
Focus!!!
Focus!!!

Developing new hobby........

每天，
睡醒，
去学校，
做了一整天，
回家，
睡觉。。。。。。

星期一至星期日，
几乎每一天都在实验室，
出去走街，
口袋空空没钱走，
呆在家，
天气热到暴，
在实验室，
不做东西，也可以看戏。。。。。。

可是这样的生活，
其实好闷，
我问我自己，
除了去学校，
除了实验室，
我还能做什么？

最近在自习头发造型。。。。。

说厉害，我绝对不。。。。

因为我还是要一步一步慢慢的自己学，

没钱去外面学，

自己看看YOUTUBE，

乱七八糟的做。。。。。

可以说是兴趣。。。。。

要是我有钱，一定去学做造型。。。。

因为这让我有真实感。。。。。

My birthday celebration...........

Finally,
There's a birthday celebration which truly looks like a birthday celebration for me..............

Thanks Panda Ramen members who celebrate for me.....I really appreciated it. 

2nd round of the day.......

There's 3rd round but didnt manage to capture any photos......

I really appreciated you guys .......

Thanks for celebrating my birthday with me,

This celebration totally covered some 'insincere' celebration which make me unhappy! 

That's why I always love you all......:) 

以前的我；现在的我。。。。。。

看了看旧照片；
读了读旧BLOG POST；
感觉上以前的我；
很快乐。。。。。。。

现在的我；
看起来很烦；
看起来很少笑；

感触特别多；
朋友去世了；
车祸带走了他；
可有些人；
想死也死不了；
无辜的被带走；
想死的却留在这世上。。。。。。

看到别人快乐的庆祝生日；
很羡慕；
我人缘不好吗？
我的生日看起来这么可悲。。。。。。。
对这同一班人；
对待却是不一样。。。。。。
可能我就是不一样；
期待越大；
失望越大。。。。。。

多希望可以大哭一场；
哭了就可以忘掉吗？？？

Wedding............

Of course it's not my wedding.........hehe.
It's my friend, Kam Yee's wedding....
Congrates to Kam Yee and Eddie.........
So happy for both of you......

A photo with the Bride before ceremony

The couple with the heng dai......

Bride with Ji mui

Bride with heng dai ji mui.......

The couple with Ji Mui.....

Such a beautiful garden wedding

Dinner time.....

I like this picture so much, seldom got chance to take picture with both of them

Girls from Lab 134

Boys or Mans from UPM

Group photo

Wish both of you have a blessed wedding life.......^^

Birthday celebration of the first half year...........

Birthday celebration is a must for all of us every year..........
As usual,
Meet up, have a lunch or dinner.......
Even a movie will do,
I dont need surprise, even a small cookies will do as long as you really meant to celebrate it for me.......

All I want is just the time we can spend to hang out together......

Food.....

A simple gathering is just fun and I hope our friendship will keep on bond together like this, friends forever....

Birthday girl.......

With future mummy to be.......

Birthday celebration it's just an excuses to meet,

the most important thing is we all willing to spend time for each other to keep this friendship together...

I miss all of you so much.......

**Probably today I am just a bit down :( , please ignore my emo.......

Conference..........

Take a break from experiments,
Attended conference but it seems like more to a holiday...........
Port Dickson......

Finally my little yellow and little purple have a chance to travel together with me.........

Serious time.....Poster presentation

Just discovered a little Dinosaur but not both of us pls......

9 courses meal

Yum yum.......

Breakfast time, the best meal to start a new day..........

I just enjoy my life very much........^^