Neutral

Neutral-No special mood today;
Cannot be too happy or too moody;
Too happy;
Definitely end up with crying;
Too moody;
End up with crying too.........................

Kinda Happy because I can finally walk for 10 rounds;
1st time;
5 rounds and tired like hell;
2nd time;
5 rounds with an accident (My 3 years old sport shoes went back china)
Kinda moody after hours and hours' boring mood;

1) Tried to upload some photo but mission failed !!!
-Blame celcom for the slow motion speed

2) Tried to "lepaking" with FACEBOOK
-Found out that I had been on facebook for the whole day and there's nothing interested inside there anymore
-Guess everyone were busy with job hunting, working perhaps; except for me, "angguring".

3) Ate something yucky (Healthy food perhaps)
-For my own good :P
-Actually was trying to test how long it can last before I feel starving again

Hope tomorrow will be a better day for me;
Not just tomorrow;
I'm hoping for Good Luck and better life for the rest of my life;
Humans are greedy sometimes :)

Setting up Target...

In our life, there were lots of dream;
When we setting up a target;
Meaning that we're trying our best to let a dream come true;
Otherwise;
A dream will always be a dream ONLY !

Setting up a target;
No matter it can come true or not;
At least;
It's in my DREAM................:)

1) Find a job (Work like a cow for years)

2) A dream car (maybe not a luxury sport car, as long as it's a NICE car)

3) Further my study (As high as possible, if I din get married before ?? :P)

4) A dream house (of course, as my back-up plan to project RUNAWAY!!! :p)

**Target might change from time to time. However, dream remains..............
**Wish that dream may come true and it wont stays as dream ONLY

I want to be happy always..........

Happy 

Happy

Happy......

When u R free.................

When I'm free;
Practice;
Practice;
And Practice.................

Focus on my eye only pls...........hehehehe...........

other part haven practice, eye only ya......:P

Well, It's just for fun................

Practice makes perfect.

Dib-when can we gather again and do such crazy work??

Emi-Still remember the very 1st time we do something like this together ?? 

I miss all my friends that do crazy work like me..............:P

HAVE FUN!!!

September.............

It's september;
A month with great heart beating;
Everyday dut dap dut dap;
waiting for calls, emails.................

While waiting;
I'm doing cross-stitch;

It's only 1/3 completed.................

Still long way to go;

Hopefully I can finish it by CNY...........

:) 

Officially Jobless........:(

After 3 months and 3 weeks;
After 15 weeks;
After 75 working days;

FINALLY AND OFFICIALLY;
end of industrial training !!!

ALSO;
indicates the starting of JOBLESS period !

During these 15 weeks;
Happy-GOT
Sad-GOT
Stress-GOT
Fed up-GOT
Excited-GOT

Thanks to my industrial supervisor;
I called him cartoon;
Cuz he is cartoon;
lab will be too quiet without him;
he can tolerate with me;
But, the very 1st time he tried to give me counselling on forgive but never forget-FAILED !!!
wagagagagaa..........................

Still, hundred and thousands of thanks to him;
mayb I'm the type that wont speak thanks thanks thanks using my mouth ;
but i hope he can understand i really appreciate it............

Have been through lots of difficulties together during these 15 weeks

Eat eat eat.............eat=happiness........

Even though officially jobless oledi , 

i believe it's time for me to take a long rest before i decide my future;

long rest, clear mind = good decision;

Good decision can lead us to the correct pathway;

there's no wrong way for us;

even though it's the road not taken!!! 

SHOW me the MONEY !!!

**DEFINE MONEY:

**Money is any object that is generally accepted as payment for goods and services and repayment of debts in a given country or socio-economic context.  The main functions of money are distinguished as: a medium of exchange; a unit of account; a store of value; and, occasionally, a standard of deferred payment. (Obtained from Wikipedia).

Just realized that money can be nothing in someone's life but it can also be everything in another person's life.

Before 18 years old, 

Money is nothing in my life;

If I don't have it, it's ok cuz mama and papa got.............

they are my moving ATM. heheeee..........

18 years old till 23 years old;

When I was alone in the outer world without any protection;

MONEY is important;

My pocket always have a minimum of RM50; 

Jus to secure myself...........

23 years old till now;

MONEY is a MUST in my life;

I can barely hard to breath without money;

MONEY is everything in my life;

I'm now in the middle of the road where ppl can just 'PIJAK' me through jus because my family is a poor family;

I'm financially poor but not fizikally and mentally poor;

never ever look down on poor ppl;

cuz they might appear in front of u with a sport car, bungalow and  lots lots lots of money one day;

They can flew u away with the power of money..................

So, final warning............

DON'T LOOK DOWN ON ME.....

**cuz i might be the one who brush u away using money brush.........hehehee..........

Puppet Life

After 3 and half months stay at kuching, I finally found out that I'm having a puppet life.
'PPL' like to control my everything,
Control whatever that I wanna do;
Control whatever that I like;
Control whenever that I can go out;
Control whatever that I wanna have;
Control my EVERYTHING;
I'M a PUPPET after all !!!

KUCHING;
A place where I stay for more than 20 years became so so so UNFAMILIAR to me......

SHAH ALAM & KL;
A place where I just stay for 3 years knew me more......
At there, I don't have to beg anyone for anything;
I can go anywhere that I want;
I can eat anything that I want;
I can do anything that I want; anytime;
without BEGGING.....................
Friends come to me with a willing heart;
Some might just wanna 'use' you;
but,
this can prove that u r someone that they need;
Here, all I need to do for everything is BEGGING.......

I might be a very POOR girl;
and I admit that;
I'm a POOR girl;
but I'm not a BEGGER;
DON'T try to control me;
I'm not ur PUPPET !!!

I hate begging;
sometimes, our condition force us to beg;
I told myself to work as hard as possible;
Get everything by myself;
So that begging will be out from my DICTIONARY !!!

I told myself, this is the very last time ;

One day,

It's ur turn to beg me....................

'wind and water takes their turn to turn'.....