Tell me your dreams

Just finished the first chapter;

Read it slow and steadily;

Line by line;

Page by page;

In chapter 1;

I already can imagine the fear of staying alone at a new environment;

She was forced to go London by his father;

What's the feeling of having a famous father?

I don't have those;

I can only imagine it and feel it through ASHLEY PATTERSON............

Thinking

There's no news yet;
I wish to read his mind;
So that I can know the answer ;

Thinking of how to ask for an answer?
Thinking of how to write an email to ask for an answer.......
Thinking of ;
Should I ask ?
Thinking of ;
Should I email him before he email me?
Thinking of;
When can I get the hell answer..........

Stop torturing me;
Give me a YES!!!

A help that comes from a true heart

Well, I'm still waiting;
Waiting for an answer that I want;


While waiting;
1 simple question flew through my mind;


A very simple question;
When a friend help u;
Are they helping u using their true heart??
Sincere or just action action??
Or just, i help u now then i can use u later on..........


weird , isn't it??
I'm very protective to myself;
I protect myself;
Sometimes;
Overdid it;


That's why I have difficulty in believing people;
I just hope that my friends can help me , help other people using their sincere heart;
Never act like you care , if you don't.


People will appreciate you if you're helping with sincere heart;
People will forget you if you're only action action.........

Hope

Hoping for the best.............
I believe that ;
If u believe u can;
u can do it;

I believe there will be good news for me too;
So, i know there will be a good news waiting for me..............

Good news;
come come come........

I'm waiting.

:)

waiting

Waiting;
Is a compulsory process to obtain any result;


Result;
A Yes;
or;
A No;
Gives different ending to the waiting process;


The person who is waiting;
being tortured by the waiting process;


A yes at the end of waiting;
Hurray........followed by celebration;


A no at the end of waiting;
Collapse;
Cry like hell;


Wish me luck........I just need a yes to end my waiting process..........
Yes;
Yes;
Yes;
this is what I wish to hear........

T-junction again..........

A T-junction in front of me...........

Without thinking much;

I refused to turn to the left;

Left is my favorite side;

I will turn left if I'm lost;

This time;

Something different happened;

I reject the left;

I welcome the right;

with the feeling of curious, excited, and unknown.........

I shut the left door;

I walk near the right door;

I hope this is the right door for my life;

When I shut the left door; 

I saw sadness in my mum's eyes;

I sense sadness in my best buddy;

What will happened if I choose to shut the right door??

Will I regret??

I just hope that I'm not shutting the wrong door;

Never regret with our own decision;

U made the decision;

Die or survive;

Watch it by urself;

Don't blame other ppl for ur decision;

Don't be afraid;

Same feeling as 3 years ago;

when I was in a miserable life;

I made my own decision;

It proved that I was right;

Cuz I'm still alive.........................

After 3 years;

I'll made the right decision ...........

I know I'm right...............

Yeah, I know I'm right...............

This is the result of my decision 3 years ago.........

Yeah, believe in myself;

I'll able to make the correct decision once again..........

My convocation............

Finally;
3 seconds on stage;
Ends my 3 year's life in UNiSEL......................

A memorable day for all;

Finally, graduated..........

taking photo with mama........:)

My gift of convo.........:)

Thanks to mama and ah jia..............

For helping me wipe my sweat, buy me bear bear, help me take pictures..........

Thanks thanks thanks ............

And;

Congrats to every1 who convo together with me............:)