Personal Goal(s) of 2011.........

To end 2010;
I should set my personal goal(s) of 2011;

There were several things that I wanted to do;

1st goal:
Get a job;
when I got it;
I wanna stabilize it;
I wanna get a 'well done' compliment !!!
I'm giving my self 6 months to complete this task.................

2nd goal;
Go to Melaka;
A place that I wanted to go so badly since year 1;
Well, I'm scheduled it on February (CNY);
Instead of eating maggi mee at flat;
I plan to go Melaka.........
Scheduled on February.......................

3rd goal;
Very shy shy wanna tell here.......hehe
I wanna slim down;
It's a tough task;
But I got my master plan in my mind now on how to slim down;
Hope it works.........
I'm giving myself 6 months to complete it..............
See me in June, U'll see the difference!!!!

4th goal;
Wish to further my Master's Degree;
Wishing the best for my future;
I'm giving myself 2 years to complete this task;
Meaning that this is my 2011 and 2012's goal.........
:P

5th goal;
Show me the money!!!
I want money;
I need money;
Everybody needs money;
I'm giving myself my whole life to get money!!! 
Money will never enough!!!

6th goal;
I want cuti-cuti;
But not only cuti-cuti Malaysia;
I wanna go to Taiwan to eat eat eat.............
I wanna go to Korea on winter for the snow............

7th goal;
Love...........
My friends wanna get their future boyfriend, future husband this year.........
This is because;
We're getting old oledi......how old?? 
Erm........24 only ma..........cun cun 1 day, 24 hours.........hehehe. :P

Every year, a person can make a birthday wish and wish that their wish comes true.......
Every year, a person will set up lots of goal to be achieved............
This year;
Right now;
I'm setting up 7 goals for myself..........
I hope that the end of next year;
I can read back this post and feel proud of myself..........
And;
Tell myself that;
YES...........YOU DID IT!!! 

**This will be my last post for 2010.........
**A total of 46 posts had been posted throughout this year........compare to only 3 posts during 2009 (A big improvement)!!!
**And hereby I said:

THE END 

GOODBYE 2010

讨厌等待.........

我很讨厌等待.........
我不喜欢等;

我不喜欢等消息;
我不喜欢等人家回我讯息;

我不喜欢等电话;
我不喜欢等人家回我电话;

我不喜欢决定;
我不喜欢等人家做决定;

我要自己做决定;
我要速战速决;
我要我问,你就答;
不要拖拖拉拉, 不要婆婆妈妈;

可能我就是另类的那个;
只要我要的东西我能得到;
我不介意当另类的那个怪胎....................

One way ticket...........

Purchased a one way ticket on Christmas morning..................
Decided to purchase on a special day;
No special reason;
Maybe Santa gave me a special gift last night.........
(>_<)

平安夜.........

平安夜.........
心情很沉重的一天;
可能是因为就要离开家了吧!!!


今年的平安夜和圣诞节;
都在烦着准备去那边的东西............


还有两个星期;
就要到一个陌生的地方;
一个人生活...........


平安夜.........
就让我平平安安的过吧!!!
无忧无虑的过..............


其他的, 管他去............
:P
过了再打算............
哈哈........
做的到吗?? 
天生就是那么紧张的人........
没办法咯...........
:P

吃汤圆咯..........

十二月二十二日...............
吃汤圆咯..........


三年没在家吃汤圆了..........
每年都一样,
一粒红一粒白..........


吃了就大一岁了.........
长大了........

汤圆

甜甜的汤圆

烤鸭.............

炸虾, 我的最爱............

蒸鱼......

All are my favorite food.............

冬至快乐...........

there's no time to waste now.........

I'm lacking of time;
I need more time;
I want more time;
I want time.........................

There's no time to go for jogging anymore;
There's no time to go breakfast anymore;
There's no time to hang out with buddies anymore;

It's time for packing;
It's time to prepare my things;
Last time I bring along 3 bags;
This time, 
How many bags will I bring along??

Pressure time begun since I received the news.........
It's good to be pressured..........
It's a chance for me to practice to be a better and tough person........

三个月又九天

三个月又九天;
停下了三个月又九天;

是时候要从新出发了..........
决定了;
就要去做;
管他会不会做!!!

流浪的日子又要开始;
要自己洗衣;
要自己找东西吃;
生病了自己做医生;

三年都可以一眨眼就过去了..........
现在也可以.........

Nothing important..........

Sometimes,
there's something that is hard to share,
hard to tell,
hard to say it out loud,
It's just hard................


Harder than saying I LOVE YOU??


My answer is :
YES.......harder than that!!!

Surprise.........

Everyday;
The very 1st thing to do when I open my eyes;
Check my mailbox.............


Everyday;
there will be surprise;
Good news;
I hope everyday will get good news..........


When good news knocking our door;
We should answer it!!!


Open the door;
Welcome the good news!!!

Be prepared

Scout motto: Be prepared...........


I wanna Be prepared;
So;
It's time to start my preparation for the journey to the center of the earth;

Rainbow...........

I saw my rainbow;
After a long long waiting process;
finally the rainbow is manifested after the rain!!


As what my friend told me;
Endure the rain and you shall see the rainbow at the end;
I know and I believe that;
This route will not be easy;


The route I'm taking never be easy to me;
From secondary school suffered with all the nonsense stuff;
3 years Ago;
Go UNiSEL alone;
Always facing those challenges alone;
All these route are never be easy for me;
It's tough;
But I believe;
This is my route!!!
This is the..........
Destiny of my life.......... 


8.25pm 13.12.2010;
A time and date to remember;


Will have to do lots of preparation for that..........
thanks for everything;
thanks for revealing my wish;
I believe this is the correct pathway for me;
even though it looks like a road not taken for me............


Learning new thing is one of our responsibility in our life;
I will not giving up in that responsibility;
That's the destiny of my life............

999

This number;
I never dialed it before;

But I like this number;
Because when u dialed it;
Police will come;
Especially midnight;

When police come;
Bring along their short gun;
or whatever gun;
That's cool;

I met this type of police twice;
1st time;
Because of my housemate's laptop being stole by thief of course..........

2nd time;
Orang gila sesat.............

Police, I salute you!!!
Sa........lu...........te........................!!!

it's sunday

It's Sunday;
A day before Monday;
A day before he tell me the result of the discussion;


I can sleep;
But I can feel that my heart is beating in my dream;
Hardly;
Dut Dap Dut Dap;


I was now awake.......
and;
My heart is still beating...............


Lucky Me........

Christmas..........

When u step in any mall, Christmas song is in the air.............
Are you ready for Gingerbread???
Present???
or
Santa Claus???
Can you hear that Santa is busy with all the presents???


Get ready your stocking;
Your smelly stocking..............
Merry Christmas 

A nice Christmas tree deco.....

A nice accessories too....:)

Wish everyone Merry Christmas........

A reply

Got a reply with a sentence that stated:

Thank you for your email. Will get back to you the latest by next Monday....................

A Yes or a No is still unknown;

Torturing process continued..............

Pray for me;
Pray hard..........

I need an angel

(>_<)

Pray

Tell me your dreams

Just finished the first chapter;

Read it slow and steadily;

Line by line;

Page by page;

In chapter 1;

I already can imagine the fear of staying alone at a new environment;

She was forced to go London by his father;

What's the feeling of having a famous father?

I don't have those;

I can only imagine it and feel it through ASHLEY PATTERSON............

Thinking

There's no news yet;
I wish to read his mind;
So that I can know the answer ;

Thinking of how to ask for an answer?
Thinking of how to write an email to ask for an answer.......
Thinking of ;
Should I ask ?
Thinking of ;
Should I email him before he email me?
Thinking of;
When can I get the hell answer..........

Stop torturing me;
Give me a YES!!!

A help that comes from a true heart

Well, I'm still waiting;
Waiting for an answer that I want;


While waiting;
1 simple question flew through my mind;


A very simple question;
When a friend help u;
Are they helping u using their true heart??
Sincere or just action action??
Or just, i help u now then i can use u later on..........


weird , isn't it??
I'm very protective to myself;
I protect myself;
Sometimes;
Overdid it;


That's why I have difficulty in believing people;
I just hope that my friends can help me , help other people using their sincere heart;
Never act like you care , if you don't.


People will appreciate you if you're helping with sincere heart;
People will forget you if you're only action action.........

Hope

Hoping for the best.............
I believe that ;
If u believe u can;
u can do it;

I believe there will be good news for me too;
So, i know there will be a good news waiting for me..............

Good news;
come come come........

I'm waiting.

:)

waiting

Waiting;
Is a compulsory process to obtain any result;


Result;
A Yes;
or;
A No;
Gives different ending to the waiting process;


The person who is waiting;
being tortured by the waiting process;


A yes at the end of waiting;
Hurray........followed by celebration;


A no at the end of waiting;
Collapse;
Cry like hell;


Wish me luck........I just need a yes to end my waiting process..........
Yes;
Yes;
Yes;
this is what I wish to hear........