Time flies............

Time flies,
It's June now,
Time flies,
Mood also flies downward................

So many things happened at once,
No idea on how to continue my writing,
Someone fall sick,
House being aimed by thief,
Friendship met an obstacle,

I am fighting with time,
I need to win this battle,

Sometimes, 
The reason of being patience is because you believe  in what you believe,
People comments on you,
People arguing about your decision with you,
People condemn you with harsh words,
Sometimes the truth is the most harsh words which you do not want to believe,

Old friends might put you aside,
New friends might come and goes,
Some friends just stays with you no matter what,
They cheer me up with food, movies, chit-chatting,
I am a very simple person,
As a friend,
You just need to stay by my site for a short moment when I really need you,
When I am suffocating, 
You gave me strength,
When I need some adrenaline rush,
You can get crazy with me....
That's all I need from a friend.

I am grateful that I have friends like this,
I will always be there for you guys when you guys need me,

Just give me a call, I will be there for you. 
That's what friends are meant to be.........

Emo~ing

心情好複雜,

今天就要回去了,

是因為回來太久了嗎?

還是,

害怕回去要面對的事實,

現實生活,

忙碌的生活,

不知道將來會怎樣………

接下來的三個月,

一定要拚了小命,

不可以再慢吞吞的了………………..

很遺憾的是,

看見朋友之間有了隔閡,

我們說過,

不管有什麼,

都要說,

可是現實往往就和承諾不一樣…………….

希望我們永遠都是好朋友…………….

是不是人老了,

看開了,

需要朋友是,

得到的卻是很多的理由,

不管那些理由有多荒唐,

你都還是我的朋友.

朋友們,

再見了………..

不管將來會怎樣,

珍惜所擁有的,

加油!!!

Chinese New Year 2014~~The year of Horse~~

~~The year of Horse~~
What is so special about this year? 
Nothing more than my mum was born in year of Horse which makes her 60 years old this year,
Now only I realised that Mum is getting old now............

Well, dad always looked the oldest among old, thanks to grandma's gene @@"

A simple family photo during my only brother's wedding day

The first meeting with '"Grandpa and uncle Hong kong"", well, nothing more than they're from Hong Kong.

As usual, gather with both my besties, 2 years ago and this year, same place, simmilar pose ^^

Just doing some 'xiao beh' post ^^

It's the only crazy time once a year

Trying to 'stand'the egg.......it's fun when you doing it with your love one.........^^

A year without sematan beach but with another beach...........

I hope our friendship can last forever and won't affect by anything or anyone even until we have boyfriend, husband or even kids......Love you girls

A photo with mother side uncle and aunt..........Hope you all stay healthy always ^^

This year is really a busy year,

Meeting with a lot of people,

I just hope you all can stay healthy always,

Stay happy always......

Happy New Year to everybody,

And,

Happy Birthday to everyone as today is 'ren ri',

Everybody's birthday......:)

很多話想講.......

很多話想講.......
最近有好多話想講,
沒有人可以述說,
只好一天到晚跑來寫BLOG,

最近,
有想逃亡的衝動,
好想逃到一個沒有人認識我的地方,

可能,
我很享受一個人獨自走在街上,
想去哪裡就去哪裡,
累了,
就坐下來,
一杯咖啡,
一個可頌麵包,
一個沙拉,
看著人來人往...........

紐西蘭,
澳洲,
英國,
雖然可怕,
但我想試一試,
要是半年或是一年,
沒有人可以幫我,
離家遠遠的,
會有什麼遭遇呢?

值得冒險嗎?
安分的生活, 讓我覺得無聊,
我不知道我要什麼,
也看不到前方有什麼在等著我,
前途, 很茫然........
我需要時間,
慢慢想清楚..................

胖與廋

胖與廋,
誰不喜歡被人稱讚說: 你瘦了, 変好看了..........
誰又喜歡被人家說: 你胖了!!!

說句好聽的,
我好吃好住,
長胖了是因該地!!
其實, 都是在安慰自己罷了......

錢,
可以幫你買個'瘦' 回來,

錢,
可以讓你去GYM,

錢,
可以讓你去瘦身中心,

錢,
可以讓你去買瘦身產品,

到底,
哪樣才是最值得的?

應該花錢嗎? 

Life

Life is difficult now,
Because of myself,
I can't really concentrate on my studies,
I can't really focus on my experiment (last experiment hopefully),

What I'm doing now,
Watching movie,
Distracting myself even further,
Hell is waiting if I didn't chase away this demon!!!

Perhaps I am not suitable to study,
Perhaps I shouldn't go for science just because of what I think my destiny are,
Perhaps I shouldn't come even further after my bachelor degrees just because I'm so lost,

There's no perhaps,
All I can do now is focus focus focus, 
Please let me focus just to complete another small step of my life,

Looking at my friends,
Some just got their first job, 
Some just ended their probation period,
Some just became a mother,
Some just newly wed,
Some just started their new life,
Some just live a good life since they're born,
I'm just happy for them...............

My life sucks,
I just hope that it can be better,
Just a bit better............ 
Having some plan for myself in this 2014,
I wish I can complete my Master's degree,
Then I'll go for a short working holiday trip (6-9 months)
Then I'll work / further phD ..............
I just felt that life is short, 
I am 27 this years,
Life is too short to regret,
I need more time,
Or I just need to move faster.........
There's still lots of things I haven't try,
I had just explore 3% of the world (according to trip advisor) @@"

So, wake up and move on!!!

New beginning

it's 2014  now,
how many years more to come until no more lonely new year celebration??

eventhough I dont have you,
I have my friends..........

They're 'pembuli' but they're also my besties.......

Spend some quality time with you guys just made up my day

Some sweet chocolates for you guys ^^

I never seen myself from side view, thanks to deeb for taking this picture, for no reason, I just like it so much ^^

Satay, our all time favourite

Baby hanif, the cutie pie of  our group a.k.a new members ^^

Same face? I would say same smile ^^

Spending some time with you guys just made up my day.
Hope we stay friends forever,
Love you guys and Happy new year.........^^