很多話想講.......

很多話想講.......
最近有好多話想講,
沒有人可以述說,
只好一天到晚跑來寫BLOG,

最近,
有想逃亡的衝動,
好想逃到一個沒有人認識我的地方,

可能,
我很享受一個人獨自走在街上,
想去哪裡就去哪裡,
累了,
就坐下來,
一杯咖啡,
一個可頌麵包,
一個沙拉,
看著人來人往...........

紐西蘭,
澳洲,
英國,
雖然可怕,
但我想試一試,
要是半年或是一年,
沒有人可以幫我,
離家遠遠的,
會有什麼遭遇呢?

值得冒險嗎?
安分的生活, 讓我覺得無聊,
我不知道我要什麼,
也看不到前方有什麼在等著我,
前途, 很茫然........
我需要時間,
慢慢想清楚..................

胖與廋

胖與廋,
誰不喜歡被人稱讚說: 你瘦了, 変好看了..........
誰又喜歡被人家說: 你胖了!!!

說句好聽的,
我好吃好住,
長胖了是因該地!!
其實, 都是在安慰自己罷了......

錢,
可以幫你買個'瘦' 回來,

錢,
可以讓你去GYM,

錢,
可以讓你去瘦身中心,

錢,
可以讓你去買瘦身產品,

到底,
哪樣才是最值得的?

應該花錢嗎? 

Life

Life is difficult now,
Because of myself,
I can't really concentrate on my studies,
I can't really focus on my experiment (last experiment hopefully),

What I'm doing now,
Watching movie,
Distracting myself even further,
Hell is waiting if I didn't chase away this demon!!!

Perhaps I am not suitable to study,
Perhaps I shouldn't go for science just because of what I think my destiny are,
Perhaps I shouldn't come even further after my bachelor degrees just because I'm so lost,

There's no perhaps,
All I can do now is focus focus focus, 
Please let me focus just to complete another small step of my life,

Looking at my friends,
Some just got their first job, 
Some just ended their probation period,
Some just became a mother,
Some just newly wed,
Some just started their new life,
Some just live a good life since they're born,
I'm just happy for them...............

My life sucks,
I just hope that it can be better,
Just a bit better............ 
Having some plan for myself in this 2014,
I wish I can complete my Master's degree,
Then I'll go for a short working holiday trip (6-9 months)
Then I'll work / further phD ..............
I just felt that life is short, 
I am 27 this years,
Life is too short to regret,
I need more time,
Or I just need to move faster.........
There's still lots of things I haven't try,
I had just explore 3% of the world (according to trip advisor) @@"

So, wake up and move on!!!

New beginning

it's 2014  now,
how many years more to come until no more lonely new year celebration??

eventhough I dont have you,
I have my friends..........

They're 'pembuli' but they're also my besties.......

Spend some quality time with you guys just made up my day

Some sweet chocolates for you guys ^^

I never seen myself from side view, thanks to deeb for taking this picture, for no reason, I just like it so much ^^

Satay, our all time favourite

Baby hanif, the cutie pie of  our group a.k.a new members ^^

Same face? I would say same smile ^^

Spending some time with you guys just made up my day.
Hope we stay friends forever,
Love you guys and Happy new year.........^^