Destiny of my life......: 2012

Sunday, December 30, 2012

The end of 2012...............

It's the end of 2012,
Tomorrow will be the last day of 2012..............
What can be concluded for this year?

Busy year,
There's no the end of the world,
There's no ending yet for my studies,

Nothing to be concluded actually,
Just felt like dropping an ending to my blog in the year of 2012.

Anyway,
Happy New Year.......
2013 gonna be a tough year.........
No worries,
Everything will be fine. :)

Saturday, August 25, 2012

心理准备。。。。。。

哥哥说：
我们应该要有心理准备。。。。。。。
爸爸可能随时都会离开我们；
我的眼泪就不停的流。。。。。。

爸爸已经跌到很多次了。。。。。。
当哥哥这么对我说；
就像医生告诉病患的家属；
要有心理准备；
虽然很多年前跟爸爸吵过架；
从那时开始；
和爸爸疏远了很多；
每次回家都没有什么话题；
但是我知道他还是那么疼我。。。。。。

眼泪不听使唤；
一直流；
一直流；
在我心里；
我永远是爱你的。。。。。
因为你是我的爸爸。。。。。。
不要再跌到了。。。。。。

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Encouragement

在我最低潮的时候；
你给了我一个very good 的手势！！！
这给了我很大的激励；
一个Nobel prize winner 的门徒给的鼓励；大大的胜过老板赞美你一百倍！！！

你看了我的crystal 一眼；
就给了我很多的分析；意见；
而不是像老板那样；
不够大啦；不够美啦。。。。。。

真希望你是我老板！！！
谢谢你Dr.Ng. C L...........................

A very good sign which I cant forget.........^^

Thursday, July 12, 2012

My family photo 2012

Finally all of us got a chance to take family photo

It's home made version

But

I like it...........^^

Home made family photo........^^

Peace yo..............

Really happy with these photo......

I just realized that papa really old already......

Mama also getting older now.......

I really hope that I can faster get out of the hell place and faster earn money for my dear papa and mama

Papa Mama, I love u all............

Thursday, June 14, 2012

it's time for new family photo...........

It's time for new family photo.................

This was my family photo N years ago.............

For me,

It's time for new family photo,

Perhaps I just do not wanted to feel regret for not taking any family photo while all of us can gather together,

Or,

Perhaps it's before the increasing number of family members..........^^

I just want to take a family photo....

Wanted to do it badly!!!

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Dream ..................

Last night I had a dream,
Dream about snake,
Snake everywhere,
Snake coming to my way,
Snake attack,
But I am not injured................................

What does it mean when you dream about snake?

To get start interpreting what dreaming about snakes means, here are the most common meanings associated with snakes in dreams:
A snake is a symbol of the unconscious
Snakes or serpents indicate you’re in the process of healing and resolving issues
The snake is a symbol for an untamed part of yourself or an untapped resource
Snakes could represent your intuition or spiritual aspects of yourself; your instinctual drive, what moves you from the depths of your soul
Snakes or serpents tend to show up in dreams in times of transition and transformation
From the classic Freudian perspective, a snake or serpent is a phallic symbol
Generally, a snake featured in a dream means that you’re dealing with a difficult situation or unsettling emotions in your waking life. On the positive side of this dream analysis, dreaming of snakes could also mean that healing and transformation are taking place.
Source: http://www.snakedreams.org/snake-dream.html