Personal Goal(s) of 2011.........

To end 2010;
I should set my personal goal(s) of 2011;

There were several things that I wanted to do;

1st goal:
Get a job;
when I got it;
I wanna stabilize it;
I wanna get a 'well done' compliment !!!
I'm giving my self 6 months to complete this task.................

2nd goal;
Go to Melaka;
A place that I wanted to go so badly since year 1;
Well, I'm scheduled it on February (CNY);
Instead of eating maggi mee at flat;
I plan to go Melaka.........
Scheduled on February.......................

3rd goal;
Very shy shy wanna tell here.......hehe
I wanna slim down;
It's a tough task;
But I got my master plan in my mind now on how to slim down;
Hope it works.........
I'm giving myself 6 months to complete it..............
See me in June, U'll see the difference!!!!

4th goal;
Wish to further my Master's Degree;
Wishing the best for my future;
I'm giving myself 2 years to complete this task;
Meaning that this is my 2011 and 2012's goal.........
:P

5th goal;
Show me the money!!!
I want money;
I need money;
Everybody needs money;
I'm giving myself my whole life to get money!!! 
Money will never enough!!!

6th goal;
I want cuti-cuti;
But not only cuti-cuti Malaysia;
I wanna go to Taiwan to eat eat eat.............
I wanna go to Korea on winter for the snow............

7th goal;
Love...........
My friends wanna get their future boyfriend, future husband this year.........
This is because;
We're getting old oledi......how old?? 
Erm........24 only ma..........cun cun 1 day, 24 hours.........hehehe. :P

Every year, a person can make a birthday wish and wish that their wish comes true.......
Every year, a person will set up lots of goal to be achieved............
This year;
Right now;
I'm setting up 7 goals for myself..........
I hope that the end of next year;
I can read back this post and feel proud of myself..........
And;
Tell myself that;
YES...........YOU DID IT!!! 

**This will be my last post for 2010.........
**A total of 46 posts had been posted throughout this year........compare to only 3 posts during 2009 (A big improvement)!!!
**And hereby I said:

THE END 

GOODBYE 2010

讨厌等待.........

我很讨厌等待.........
我不喜欢等;

我不喜欢等消息;
我不喜欢等人家回我讯息;

我不喜欢等电话;
我不喜欢等人家回我电话;

我不喜欢决定;
我不喜欢等人家做决定;

我要自己做决定;
我要速战速决;
我要我问,你就答;
不要拖拖拉拉, 不要婆婆妈妈;

可能我就是另类的那个;
只要我要的东西我能得到;
我不介意当另类的那个怪胎....................

One way ticket...........

Purchased a one way ticket on Christmas morning..................
Decided to purchase on a special day;
No special reason;
Maybe Santa gave me a special gift last night.........
(>_<)

平安夜.........

平安夜.........
心情很沉重的一天;
可能是因为就要离开家了吧!!!


今年的平安夜和圣诞节;
都在烦着准备去那边的东西............


还有两个星期;
就要到一个陌生的地方;
一个人生活...........


平安夜.........
就让我平平安安的过吧!!!
无忧无虑的过..............


其他的, 管他去............
:P
过了再打算............
哈哈........
做的到吗?? 
天生就是那么紧张的人........
没办法咯...........
:P

吃汤圆咯..........

十二月二十二日...............
吃汤圆咯..........


三年没在家吃汤圆了..........
每年都一样,
一粒红一粒白..........


吃了就大一岁了.........
长大了........

汤圆

甜甜的汤圆

烤鸭.............

炸虾, 我的最爱............

蒸鱼......

All are my favorite food.............

冬至快乐...........

there's no time to waste now.........

I'm lacking of time;
I need more time;
I want more time;
I want time.........................

There's no time to go for jogging anymore;
There's no time to go breakfast anymore;
There's no time to hang out with buddies anymore;

It's time for packing;
It's time to prepare my things;
Last time I bring along 3 bags;
This time, 
How many bags will I bring along??

Pressure time begun since I received the news.........
It's good to be pressured..........
It's a chance for me to practice to be a better and tough person........

三个月又九天

三个月又九天;
停下了三个月又九天;

是时候要从新出发了..........
决定了;
就要去做;
管他会不会做!!!

流浪的日子又要开始;
要自己洗衣;
要自己找东西吃;
生病了自己做医生;

三年都可以一眨眼就过去了..........
现在也可以.........

Nothing important..........

Sometimes,
there's something that is hard to share,
hard to tell,
hard to say it out loud,
It's just hard................


Harder than saying I LOVE YOU??


My answer is :
YES.......harder than that!!!

Surprise.........

Everyday;
The very 1st thing to do when I open my eyes;
Check my mailbox.............


Everyday;
there will be surprise;
Good news;
I hope everyday will get good news..........


When good news knocking our door;
We should answer it!!!


Open the door;
Welcome the good news!!!

Be prepared

Scout motto: Be prepared...........


I wanna Be prepared;
So;
It's time to start my preparation for the journey to the center of the earth;

Rainbow...........

I saw my rainbow;
After a long long waiting process;
finally the rainbow is manifested after the rain!!


As what my friend told me;
Endure the rain and you shall see the rainbow at the end;
I know and I believe that;
This route will not be easy;


The route I'm taking never be easy to me;
From secondary school suffered with all the nonsense stuff;
3 years Ago;
Go UNiSEL alone;
Always facing those challenges alone;
All these route are never be easy for me;
It's tough;
But I believe;
This is my route!!!
This is the..........
Destiny of my life.......... 


8.25pm 13.12.2010;
A time and date to remember;


Will have to do lots of preparation for that..........
thanks for everything;
thanks for revealing my wish;
I believe this is the correct pathway for me;
even though it looks like a road not taken for me............


Learning new thing is one of our responsibility in our life;
I will not giving up in that responsibility;
That's the destiny of my life............

999

This number;
I never dialed it before;

But I like this number;
Because when u dialed it;
Police will come;
Especially midnight;

When police come;
Bring along their short gun;
or whatever gun;
That's cool;

I met this type of police twice;
1st time;
Because of my housemate's laptop being stole by thief of course..........

2nd time;
Orang gila sesat.............

Police, I salute you!!!
Sa........lu...........te........................!!!

it's sunday

It's Sunday;
A day before Monday;
A day before he tell me the result of the discussion;


I can sleep;
But I can feel that my heart is beating in my dream;
Hardly;
Dut Dap Dut Dap;


I was now awake.......
and;
My heart is still beating...............


Lucky Me........

Christmas..........

When u step in any mall, Christmas song is in the air.............
Are you ready for Gingerbread???
Present???
or
Santa Claus???
Can you hear that Santa is busy with all the presents???


Get ready your stocking;
Your smelly stocking..............
Merry Christmas 

A nice Christmas tree deco.....

A nice accessories too....:)

Wish everyone Merry Christmas........

A reply

Got a reply with a sentence that stated:

Thank you for your email. Will get back to you the latest by next Monday....................

A Yes or a No is still unknown;

Torturing process continued..............

Pray for me;
Pray hard..........

I need an angel

(>_<)

Pray

Tell me your dreams

Just finished the first chapter;

Read it slow and steadily;

Line by line;

Page by page;

In chapter 1;

I already can imagine the fear of staying alone at a new environment;

She was forced to go London by his father;

What's the feeling of having a famous father?

I don't have those;

I can only imagine it and feel it through ASHLEY PATTERSON............

Thinking

There's no news yet;
I wish to read his mind;
So that I can know the answer ;

Thinking of how to ask for an answer?
Thinking of how to write an email to ask for an answer.......
Thinking of ;
Should I ask ?
Thinking of ;
Should I email him before he email me?
Thinking of;
When can I get the hell answer..........

Stop torturing me;
Give me a YES!!!

A help that comes from a true heart

Well, I'm still waiting;
Waiting for an answer that I want;


While waiting;
1 simple question flew through my mind;


A very simple question;
When a friend help u;
Are they helping u using their true heart??
Sincere or just action action??
Or just, i help u now then i can use u later on..........


weird , isn't it??
I'm very protective to myself;
I protect myself;
Sometimes;
Overdid it;


That's why I have difficulty in believing people;
I just hope that my friends can help me , help other people using their sincere heart;
Never act like you care , if you don't.


People will appreciate you if you're helping with sincere heart;
People will forget you if you're only action action.........

Hope

Hoping for the best.............
I believe that ;
If u believe u can;
u can do it;

I believe there will be good news for me too;
So, i know there will be a good news waiting for me..............

Good news;
come come come........

I'm waiting.

:)

waiting

Waiting;
Is a compulsory process to obtain any result;


Result;
A Yes;
or;
A No;
Gives different ending to the waiting process;


The person who is waiting;
being tortured by the waiting process;


A yes at the end of waiting;
Hurray........followed by celebration;


A no at the end of waiting;
Collapse;
Cry like hell;


Wish me luck........I just need a yes to end my waiting process..........
Yes;
Yes;
Yes;
this is what I wish to hear........

T-junction again..........

A T-junction in front of me...........

Without thinking much;

I refused to turn to the left;

Left is my favorite side;

I will turn left if I'm lost;

This time;

Something different happened;

I reject the left;

I welcome the right;

with the feeling of curious, excited, and unknown.........

I shut the left door;

I walk near the right door;

I hope this is the right door for my life;

When I shut the left door; 

I saw sadness in my mum's eyes;

I sense sadness in my best buddy;

What will happened if I choose to shut the right door??

Will I regret??

I just hope that I'm not shutting the wrong door;

Never regret with our own decision;

U made the decision;

Die or survive;

Watch it by urself;

Don't blame other ppl for ur decision;

Don't be afraid;

Same feeling as 3 years ago;

when I was in a miserable life;

I made my own decision;

It proved that I was right;

Cuz I'm still alive.........................

After 3 years;

I'll made the right decision ...........

I know I'm right...............

Yeah, I know I'm right...............

This is the result of my decision 3 years ago.........

Yeah, believe in myself;

I'll able to make the correct decision once again..........

My convocation............

Finally;
3 seconds on stage;
Ends my 3 year's life in UNiSEL......................

A memorable day for all;

Finally, graduated..........

taking photo with mama........:)

My gift of convo.........:)

Thanks to mama and ah jia..............

For helping me wipe my sweat, buy me bear bear, help me take pictures..........

Thanks thanks thanks ............

And;

Congrats to every1 who convo together with me............:)

Pre-convo surprise..............

15 November 2010;

My 1st convo gift;

From my best buddy;

Thanks ya , Miaw...................

A surprise before convo............

Thanks thanks thanks........

Sorry that I loved you................

A very nice song to share it here ;

(Source obtained from :http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http://www.youtube.com/watch%3Fv%3Dmnz9492FVHQ%26feature%3Dshare&h=0076e)

Sorry that I loved you;

for all of the times that i tried for your smile;

for making you think that i was worth the while;

so your love love love love love would be mine;

for sending you flowers and holding your hand;

that no one was there to take you stand;

but then love love love make us blind;

and I'm so sorry that I hurt you;

sorry that I fell through;

sorry I was falling in love with you;

I'm sorry that it came true;

but sorry doesn't turn back time;

For all that I have done to you;

I wish that I could make it right;

So sorry that I loved you;

Sorry that I needed you;

Sorry that I held you tight;

And I'm so sorry for;

Making you love me and saying goodbye; 

For being the one that taught you how to cry;

It was love love love and it passed us by;

For giving you everything that you dreamed;

For taking it back when I fled the scene;

Sorry love, For wasting your time;

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you;

sorry that I fell through;

sorry I was falling in love with you;

I'm sorry that it came true;

but sorry doesn't turn back time;

For all that I have done to you;

I wish that I could make it right;

So sorry that I loved you;

Sorry that I needed you;

Sorry that I held you tight;

An apology after all of this time;

Won't make any differences tonight;

But I'm hoping, I'm sorry will open your mind;

To love love love love in your life;

I'm so sorry that I hurt you;

sorry that I fell through;

sorry I was falling in love with you;

I'm sorry that it came true;

but sorry doesn't turn back time;

For all that I have done to you;

I wish that I could make it right;

I'm so sorry that I hurt you;

sorry that I fell through;

sorry I was falling in love with you;

I'm sorry that it came true;

but sorry doesn't turn back time;

I'm sorry that I loved you;

I'm so sorry that I hurt you;

I'm sorry that I loved you;

I'm so sorry that I hurt you;

I'm sorry that I loved you;

**It's a nice song, so touching........

**I'm so sorry that I loved you.......

Love.............

A very nice pic to end my video, my blog post.........:P

Boring day.............

It's so so so boring;

So;

Let's do something fun;

1st;

curl curl curl;

cute rite?? 

:P

The end product............

Cincai do.........

end up;

look like ah ma!!! 

:P

Nice try.........

Come come come;

Who want to be the next victim??

Gift of Graduation..............

My creation;

A gift for graduation;

For myself;

And;

For my friends;

A video that stored all the happy hours and sad time that we had been through together;

Joy and Tears;

( **this is a compressed video, so it's kind of blur :(  )

Maybe it's not perfect;

not perfectly nice;

but;

I really put effort in completing it;

it took me nearly 50 hours to complete it;

For a beginner like me;

I'm satisfied !!!

Maybe ur photo jus appear for 1 second in the video;

or mayb i dun have ur photo;

but u guys r still my friends;

Lastly;

Congrats to every1 tat convo together with me ;

21st November 2010;

will be a date to remember!!!

Sayonara all my friends..........

Aligato.....

Xie Xie......

Thank You......

Terima Kasih......

Kam Xia.....

Kam Chia......

MmmM Goi.......

Gam Chia mee ta.......

Love u all forever
(>_<)
(T_T)

Facebook

Facebook is a social networking website that is operated and privately owned by Facebook, Inc. Since September 2006, anyone over the age of 13 with a valid e-mail address (and not residing in one of the countries where it is banned) can become a Facebook user.
(source obtained from:http://www.google.com.my/search?hl=en&biw=1280&bih=685&defl=en&q=define:Facebook&sa=X&ei=9gXSTIWWO4agvgOJmuWTDw&ved=0CBUQkAE)

It's a social networking website;

so, anything that anyone post on whatever they wanna post;

IT'S THEIR FREEDOM!!!

FREEDOM 

FREEDOM

FREEDOM

UNDERSTAND???

happy mode..........

My nail dressed in pretty mode when I'm in happy mode 

:)

Finally, the date of convo had been confirmed;

it's on 21 november 2010;

my big day;

Almost like my wedding day;

hhahaaaa;

Imagine.........

every1 dress up nicely;

make up nicely;

nice hair style;

nice smile on their face;

together with family; no matter how many member's are going to attend.......

Congrats to all that will convo together with me;

Let's wait for 5th convocation of UNISEL......

Let's celebrate!!!

Thing to do when u got nth to do.........

Things to do when u got nth to do;

hair straightening;

hair perming;

**It's jus another step to prove that I'm a girl;

hahahhaaaaa :P

oh GOD, I look old.......

nvm, it's a nice try;

I did it by my own!!! 

LOOK at my hair!! not other place!! 

:P

Curl here curl there;

:P

**who wants my service, book an appointment now;

Be the first victim!! 

:P

钱钱钱...........

钱钱钱...........

说了一大堆;

最后还是钱!!!

今天是一个超奇怪的一天;

从跑步回来;

就不停的对着电脑;

第一;

看了面子书;

第二;

还在看面子书;

第三;

看了看航空网页;

结果;

一直在追着价钱跑;

去了机场;

也去了机票购物站;

还是买不到机票;

结果;

还是回家上网买;

终于都给我买到了;

虽然;

还不确定毕业典礼的日期;

但还是买了.............

到了晚上;

想去买毕业典礼穿的裤;

Promoter 却跟我说;

明天有扣20%;

有折扣哦, 相差RM20 叻;

当然等到明天才买啦!!!

奇怪的事情发生了;

一家不知道么么日本公司;

向妈妈介绍他们的产品;

玩他们的游戏;

玩啊玩;

结果给我CLICK 到一个价值RM3+++ 的电器;

可是有三个条件;

第一;

要拍一张照片;

证明我们有拿那个产品;

第二;

不可以卖掉那个产品;

一定要自己用;

OK, 第一和第二当然没有问题;

但是;

正所谓, 天下没有白吃的午餐;

他给你一个RM3+++ 的东西;

你也要买一个RM3+++ 的东西啊!!!

经过他们一般的游说;

其实还蛮想买他们的微波炉;

还有5个PROMOTER 为我们解说;

但是;

当我的信用卡不能用到ＲＭ３０００时；

５个ＰＲＯＭＯＴＥＲ立刻马上就变成两个；

在看到这样的态度下；

我跟妈妈说；

＇不要买＇；

是不要买，不是我卖不起！！！

从这个故事；

可以学到；

不要＇狗眼看人低＇；

不是卖不起；

是本小姐我；

不买了！！！

当我在写这篇ＢＬＯＧ时；

才发觉到；

肚子饿了；

原来；

我今天只吃了早餐！！！

哈哈哈．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．

真是可笑的一天！！！

不管日子有多苦，我还是会快乐的走下去！！！

（＞＿＜）

发现新大陆!!!

This is YAM!!!

Miaw gave me this;

Apparently, my 'kaki' is much much smaller than this huge YAM;

It will be divided into 3 parts;

1st part;

to fried it;

2nd part;

to make 'OoO' kuih= yam kuih;

3rd part;

to cook it 'koh siow' = traditional teochew dish

Hahahaha.........Huge yam!!! yummy yummy!!!

EAT..........Eat............eat

When I'm free,

I eat........

When I'm tension,

I eat........

When I celebrate my fren's birthday,

I eat........

When I promise baby tat I'll bring him to eat sth, 

I eat........

Look extremely chubby........

 BUT, I;m happy when I got sth to eat......

Sth nice to have a try ;

Blueberry cheese cake from Delizze;

Celebrating Miaw miaw's birthday........

When I'm not happy;

I eat........

When I'm tension;

I eat........

When I'm thinking;

I eat........

When I'm on diet;

I'm still EATING

Happy, not happy, mad, sad, angry, frustrated, tension, excited;

no matter what mood u r in, 

U STILL HAVE TO EAT!!

SO, ENJOY EATING, APPRECIATE THE FOOD!!!

路越来越难走.........

每个人好像都找到自己该走的路了;
我的呢?

我还在飘啊飘的;
不知道要飘去哪里?

路越来越难走;
还是得走;

**有没有sampan 可以划?
** 或是飞机可以载我用飞的?

哈哈哈.............

我要飞;
但是不要撞墙!!!

飞吧!
飞到遥远的地方;
一个属于我的天空!!!

今天又是无聊的一天......

今天又是无聊的一天......
无无聊聊又过了一天......
感觉上,
心情好像也不怎么好.......
可能是太无聊了吧!!!

真希望我可以不用那么烦;
要是每一个人的人生都被安排好了;
那该多好啊.........
那我就可以无忧无虑的过日子了!!!

我有过一个很无理的要求
---老天爷啊, 可不可一帮我安排一切.......

**哈哈.......很笨的想法, 但是它就是来过, 从我那笨笨的头脑走过..............

彩虹悄悄话...........

下雨了,
雨过又会是天晴;

彩虹的出现,
代表雨过天晴;

彩虹永远是最美丽动人的..............

哭过了,
明天又会是新的一天;

昨天是过去;
今天是现在;
明天是将来;

哭也哭过了;
伤心也伤心过了;
将来会是怎样, 谁也不知道;
就让我等待彩虹的出现;
带领我到一个美好的世界.............................