T-junction again..........

A T-junction in front of me...........

Without thinking much;

I refused to turn to the left;

Left is my favorite side;

I will turn left if I'm lost;

This time;

Something different happened;

I reject the left;

I welcome the right;

with the feeling of curious, excited, and unknown.........

I shut the left door;

I walk near the right door;

I hope this is the right door for my life;

When I shut the left door; 

I saw sadness in my mum's eyes;

I sense sadness in my best buddy;

What will happened if I choose to shut the right door??

Will I regret??

I just hope that I'm not shutting the wrong door;

Never regret with our own decision;

U made the decision;

Die or survive;

Watch it by urself;

Don't blame other ppl for ur decision;

Don't be afraid;

Same feeling as 3 years ago;

when I was in a miserable life;

I made my own decision;

It proved that I was right;

Cuz I'm still alive.........................

After 3 years;

I'll made the right decision ...........

I know I'm right...............

Yeah, I know I'm right...............

This is the result of my decision 3 years ago.........

Yeah, believe in myself;

I'll able to make the correct decision once again..........