Puppet Life

After 3 and half months stay at kuching, I finally found out that I'm having a puppet life.
'PPL' like to control my everything,
Control whatever that I wanna do;
Control whatever that I like;
Control whenever that I can go out;
Control whatever that I wanna have;
Control my EVERYTHING;
I'M a PUPPET after all !!!

KUCHING;
A place where I stay for more than 20 years became so so so UNFAMILIAR to me......

SHAH ALAM & KL;
A place where I just stay for 3 years knew me more......
At there, I don't have to beg anyone for anything;
I can go anywhere that I want;
I can eat anything that I want;
I can do anything that I want; anytime;
without BEGGING.....................
Friends come to me with a willing heart;
Some might just wanna 'use' you;
but,
this can prove that u r someone that they need;
Here, all I need to do for everything is BEGGING.......

I might be a very POOR girl;
and I admit that;
I'm a POOR girl;
but I'm not a BEGGER;
DON'T try to control me;
I'm not ur PUPPET !!!

I hate begging;
sometimes, our condition force us to beg;
I told myself to work as hard as possible;
Get everything by myself;
So that begging will be out from my DICTIONARY !!!

I told myself, this is the very last time ;

One day,

It's ur turn to beg me....................

'wind and water takes their turn to turn'.....