Life

Life is difficult now,
Because of myself,
I can't really concentrate on my studies,
I can't really focus on my experiment (last experiment hopefully),

What I'm doing now,
Watching movie,
Distracting myself even further,
Hell is waiting if I didn't chase away this demon!!!

Perhaps I am not suitable to study,
Perhaps I shouldn't go for science just because of what I think my destiny are,
Perhaps I shouldn't come even further after my bachelor degrees just because I'm so lost,

There's no perhaps,
All I can do now is focus focus focus, 
Please let me focus just to complete another small step of my life,

Looking at my friends,
Some just got their first job, 
Some just ended their probation period,
Some just became a mother,
Some just newly wed,
Some just started their new life,
Some just live a good life since they're born,
I'm just happy for them...............

My life sucks,
I just hope that it can be better,
Just a bit better............ 
Having some plan for myself in this 2014,
I wish I can complete my Master's degree,
Then I'll go for a short working holiday trip (6-9 months)
Then I'll work / further phD ..............
I just felt that life is short, 
I am 27 this years,
Life is too short to regret,
I need more time,
Or I just need to move faster.........
There's still lots of things I haven't try,
I had just explore 3% of the world (according to trip advisor) @@"

So, wake up and move on!!!